Oh Monster how i loved you for too many years. Looked up to you, almost worshiped you. i needed your acceptance, no i craved your acceptance. I needed you to want me as much as i wanted you. I lived for your companionship, your love, your friendship, and loyalty. You treated me like i was … Continue reading To my monster
Man, accomplishments i'm most around of.. I'm not proud of any of my accomplishments. Just being honest. I wish I were, I feel like there is no meaning behind whatever I'm doing. I like making money? I like being able to support myself, and doing something I liked for a little bit, but i'm not … Continue reading Accomplishments.
We are all humans. What defines us from one another is our approach to life and our personalities. Whether you have all the money, or no money being a decent person and respecting other people is just part of humanity and should just come natural to all, right? Also, by no means am i saying … Continue reading Humans
My love, Moving on is so hard. I can't bare to watch the person I loved for so long fall involve with someone else. The person I thought i was going to love forever. The person who had fallen outta love with me. The person who hurt me is so many different ways, who made … Continue reading I still love you
I try to portray myself as a confident upright person. I really do... i've said this before but I am know for doing the fake it till you make it kind of thing. Kind of like when you wag a dogs tail they become happy? Right, so honestly.. I'm not. Confidence is the most important … Continue reading Insecurities
YOU tell me i'm crazy when I want your attention. You think i'm crazy when i'm genially upset and need a shoulder to cry on, you make me the bad one. It is always my fault.. You tell me its all okay yet when i get upset you claim its my fault You tell me … Continue reading Crazy
How can the person you love so much hurt you and make you cry. Dear significant other here are the three stages of my love, To you- I will not tell you things if I don't want you to listen and remember them. I will not tell you irrelevant information, I will want to share … Continue reading Hurt