To My First Love

No words can express the way I am feeling in this very moment When you told me you loved someone else.. My heart froze, my lungs collapsed a little, and I zoned out of time. I feel as if a little part inside me died... I gave you a ultimatum, and you chose her Well, …

Vulnerable

Today, is the first day i've ever truly been vulnerable. Here is why.. Today is the first day I have every been vulnerable with myself, with my own feelings without anyone else trying to convince me of other things. Maybe my thoughts are irrational, but they were real. Dear Ex, Here is why I can’t …

?Oh No?

I can't believe I'm even writing thing right now. It's honestly incredible, like truly something I never thought I would ever write, In, MY, LIFE. I don't know where I'm going with this... But I've realized that I've lost the first ever love of my life. Unfortunately, I didn't realize I actually loved him until …

This town’s killing me

Wow! I don't really know where I am going with this post but I haven't posted in a while and thought I should. There are so many emotions running through my mind, I don't know weather I want to punch a wall or cry for hours. Right now, I'm doing neither. I feel nothing. This …

resentment

Resentment, Truth is, I don't have any right now. I don't regret the things I have done. I have learned so many things about myself. I know what standards I can hold myself and others to. I know what I want in a guy, I know what direction I want to go in life. I …

Insecurities

I try to portray myself as a confident upright person. I really do... i've said this before but I am know for doing the fake it till you make it kind of thing. Kind of like when you wag a dogs tail they become happy? Right, so honestly.. I'm not. Confidence is the most important …

Crazy

YOU tell me i'm crazy when I want your attention. You think i'm crazy when i'm genially upset and need a shoulder to cry on, you make me the bad one. It is always my fault.. You tell me its all okay yet when i get upset you claim its my fault You tell me …

Hurt

How can the person you love so much hurt you and make you cry. Dear significant other here are the three stages of my love, To you- I will not tell you things if I don't want you to listen and remember them. I will not tell you irrelevant information, I will want to share …