Wow! I don't really know where I am going with this post but I haven't posted in a while and thought I should. There are so many emotions running through my mind, I don't know weather I want to punch a wall or cry for hours. Right now, I'm doing neither. I feel nothing. This … Continue reading This town’s killing me
Resentment, Truth is, I don't have any right now. I don't regret the things I have done. I have learned so many things about myself. I know what standards I can hold myself and others to. I know what I want in a guy, I know what direction I want to go in life. I … Continue reading resentment
When I think about this question, I need to turn it around. In fact, it is I who was very different from almost everyone I met. I was adopted from Hunan, China when I was 14 months old. My mom was a single mom at the time. My mom, an International Baccalaureate English teacher, had … Continue reading Different
You came into my life without my permission. I didn’t ask for this. My mom and I were just fine without you. My mom and I had moved to Korea, Malaysia, India, and the United States without you and your help. Going eight years without you in my life, why would I need you? How … Continue reading To my dad
I thought i would send this in for my college essay, but I decided not to. I am going to post it here because it has some significance to my life. Two dominant males came into my life in the span of eight years. Two different kind of dominants, and two different kind of influences … Continue reading College Essay #2
Oh Monster how i loved you for too many years. Looked up to you, almost worshiped you. i needed your acceptance, no i craved your acceptance. I needed you to want me as much as i wanted you. I lived for your companionship, your love, your friendship, and loyalty. You treated me like i was … Continue reading To my monster
Man, accomplishments i'm most around of.. I'm not proud of any of my accomplishments. Just being honest. I wish I were, I feel like there is no meaning behind whatever I'm doing. I like making money? I like being able to support myself, and doing something I liked for a little bit, but i'm not … Continue reading Accomplishments.